Thank you for putting up with the daily miserablness that you go through. Your kindness and understanding never ceases to amaze me. I am very sorry for getting upset and all on the radio repeatedly and please know that I am with you to the very end. I cannot begin to imagine the utter agony of your responsibility and lonliness and still I respond curtly to more instructions and the like. I do realize that you don’t enjoy giving out work and please know that as upset as I get I don’t doubt your love though certainly I have no right to it. I am glad to have been able to have worked with you for the time that I did and I am looking forward to getting back there. Looking over this past year I have been gone 9 months out of the year but I do believe that I still in many ways have more contact by the radio that alot of people do that live there so I am grateful to be able to listen to you. Your editorial was so completely to the point and I am sure that there is much more that you could say. I am very sorry that I repeatedly get up tight over things or get upset with the people on the radio or get short with people here. I am glad that Debbie got to go over there because she is a damn good worker and with alot of commitment I think,. I really do want to apologize for getting uptight on the radio. I am sorry that you have to go on putting up with endless shit— I am grateful that if you have to live that Detrick has you to look up to as an example. I guess you wish you could be a big no body. Sorry you have to go through it for us and sorry that I continually make it worst for you.
My deepest respect.